She causes me to self-loathe.

Nobody

Sometimes I get confused and forget that I am nobody.

Unrequited love

Hope leads to pain.

How I feel in relation to everyone else.

What I feel like when I try to talk to her and she ignores me.

I talk too much.

Sad love quotes

When someone treats you as only an option, help them narrow their choices by removing yourself from the equation. It's that simple.

Loneliness

Passion and pain

I wish I could just throw up all these feelings and be done with them.  I just want to be a robot, not caring about love, hate and any of those other feelings.  I’m done with passion and all that.  It’s never helped me get anywhere in my life.  Nobody has passion for me.  Nobody cares.  It’s all an endless streak of me having feelings for women who have no feelings for me.

I’m not going to commit suicide or anything like that.  I just am stuck with the fact that I want people to know that I hurt and the realization that nobody cares.  Everybody has their own problems.  Nobody can fix me.  I just have to learn to live with it.

Another day of pain.

I'm Sorry.

Day 3

Sometimes I feel like I was kept out of the class where you learn how to communicate and deal with humans.  I was born on earth but I continually feel like I don’t belong.

Few things are more devastating than giving up on someone only to find out that they don’t care.  I don’t think she ever cared.  This one-way relationship thing is killing me and not quickly enough.

Day 2

It’s the perfect scenario.  Cutting out of your life someone who didn’t even want to be there anyway.

She and I only talked sometimes before she left anyway.  Then she left and gave out her e-mail address to Chris saying that it was for him and me.  I e-mailed her three times and she only responded the first time.  So we stopped communicating at all and then she only started communicating with me again after she came back to work here.  She’s trapped in that single office building over there and I’m sure she misses human contact.  Kayla is busy and Chris won’t get on Jabber.  So she’s stuck with me.

Why would she want to talk to me?  What does the princess have in common with the nerd?  Nothing.  At the end of the day, she knows that she is the princess and can do better than this.  I’m boring.  It’s a non-relationship predicated on the fact that I like her very much and therefore will keep her entertained by trying to find out about her.  And she doesn’t ever have to care about me at all.  I provide all the emotion and energy to the relationship until she finds a better friendship to be a part of.

She’s not going to miss me when I’m gone.  Once again, a girl reminds me that I am invisible and unnecessary.

Workday 1 of my test

Like all my love interests, it’s a one-way relationship.  She doesn’t need me.  She doesn’t love me.  She just needs someone to talk to from her ivory tower.  Why did I ever think it would be anything else?  She’s a pretty person.  They don’t slum with us losers and ugly people.

Everything I’ve heard from other people is how I need to not be myself to get girls to like me.  I have absolutely no interest in that.  I may have no clue how to speak the language of love but I’m not about to pretend to be someone else in order to play this game.

Whining

She’s a fairy tale and I’m not a child anymore.  Good things don’t happen in life to me.  Nobody wants the broken things.

Early Whining

I was thinking last night about Jason’s mention of Tracie Wednesday night.

 She-who-cannot-ever-be-named again is simply another in a line of women from Holly to Tracie to Katie of women from work that I had a crush on when they were here and they didn’t have any feelings for me.  They are all no longer here and all I have to do is wait her out.  She’ll leave someday.  They all do.

Unhappy

I didn't create this. I know lonely is misspelled.

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Why love really sucks

When it comes to love, the laugh isn't at your expense when you don't win, it's because you ever thought you could win in the first place.

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Whiplash of emotions

Poverty of the soul